Wat should i do...

Amm.. Lately been upset over my boss screaming at me for something i didnt do... Feel like dirt about it... Why i need be in going through all this... Work with disgusting ppl at work, unreasonable boss, bloody roster and bloody workload.....
I look back and it feels like never really once i feel tat will its the right choice to have stayed!!!
If i get opportunity else where should i just go for it?
In mt heart i know i wan leave asap.... But i dont have the guts to!!!!!

JB trip 17th Oct 2009

Went to JB again but this time with Cynt.. 1st time to Jusco with cynt...
Shop around then dinner at the usual hot pot jap place.. Nice... Also had desert.. Yammy...
Ops no pic of the food.... Do it the next time we go...
Amm still taking time to adjust to the new look... But think the fringe will go... Cant stand it... Haha... Actually look fat with it...


Yappy.. Finally i got to change my pa tuo ring... love this new pair...

My New Look..

Haha.. Had my hair perm again... Its like a yearly thing to do.. Wat's new is i got my fringe cut...
Was there at the salon and she discussed with me wat i wanted to do with my hair and if i wanted my fringe short.. i told her i requested a few times and noone wan cut for me.. now i know why....
She cut a few cm off 1st then she ask if i ready... Then she asked me close my eyes...



I got a shock when i opened my eyes... I cannot believe in front of the mirror was me.. Haha. look so diff and looks nerd.. The ladylike look was gone.. The hair dresser told me with a fringe i look younger.. Was it a comforting sentence?
It's proven i look diff cuz when i return to the mall get a gift which i bought 5 hours ago the store owner gave me the "who are u?" look...

Nothing is fair in this world....

I'm feeling really upset.. I feel like an ass who is so stupid to do the dirty job and ppl gain all the credit... I went to work and saw tat person's face on the front cover of the newsletter with a report on our project... Just her pic!!!! F#$^#&@%#!&^&*&....... I wanted to just burn away tat whole stack of newsletter.... I feel like shit and till now i still feel the same... This world is so unfair..... I AM SO BLOODY STUPID!!!! I hate myself for all i done cuz "for wat i did all the shit"???

I HATE EVERY DAME THING TAT I"VE DONE.....

Tired Tired Tired...

Done and over with 4 horrible nites.. 1st 2 nites got ka ki then the 3rd with all slackers.. Last nite work like shit.. Haiz.. Horrible.. Hate it hate it.. Hate to work with lazy bums.. Yaks..
I've been hating work more and more.. I no longer like the job tat im doing.. HELP...