Little Twin Star

He proposed!!!!!!

2011-08-29T01:29:00.006+08:00

27th Aug 2011 is our 10th Yr Courtship Anniversary...

I was working am shift so he picked me up after work.. I was looking around in the car for a gift and there was non so i asked him for it... His reply was: "No budget!!"

His reply made me real angry cuz he had money to do his car then tell me no budget...
He send me to vote then to new house to bath and get ready for dinner...

At the new place he open the locks as per usual and then he said he forgotten open the gas valve so he left the door unopened to go over on the gas... I took over the job of opening the wooden door and to my surprise i saw.....

I was so touch tat i was about to cry cuz i nvr did expected him to propose.....
Ahhhhh...... My dear proposed.......

Emcce job??? Arrrrr....

2011-07-28T09:58:00.000+08:00

Of all things in this world i got to do something which i fear and hate the most.. Talking in a crowd make me feel jittery and i hate tat.. Now giving me only few day notice i need to do this job and they say no script... Wat can be worst??? Arrrrr... Hate my job more and more!!!!!

Children society charity walk...

2011-07-28T09:55:00.000+08:00

Jci is over...

2011-07-20T15:52:00.003+08:00

Got all praises and Congrates from my work friends and supervisors cuz i did well in my case presentation yesterday during Jci rounds..
Got a msg yesterday from my sister and my friend Jasmine tat my name was mentioned in the debrief by our ADN MS Ho and all clapped for me.. When i saw the msg my 1st thought was "oh no.. Now all know i didn't stay back!!".. But i was too tired tat i went back to sleep.. Hehe..
I guess its Not just me did well although even my medical director also came to praise me but over all was the knowledge part to us was great.. Helped us through lots.. Was just luck they picked my case and i had to present..
Now i keep being teased Im the star of yesterday.. Highlight of the day.. Ammmm..

Collected Wedding Photos...

2011-07-06T02:15:00.001+08:00

Collected the wedding photos.. Will upload soon... My Aunt is helping me with the montage Pics...

House completed.. Now cleaning Im progress..t

2011-06-15T00:10:00.003+08:00

My New House...
LOTS OF THINGS DONE UP AND DELIVERED WRONGLY.. aRRR...
Made me real upset and it's frustrating to keep call ppl to change and redeliver!!
Took Days to clean... Ammmm....But apart from all the hiccups, Loving My New house....

Table top delivered wrongly.. Light cover also wrong...
Light cover keeping but table top still waiting to get exchanged!!

The granite top also was not wat i chosen as the one i wanted is discontinued...

Bought the following....

Ammmm.. My Bills are it many thousand these few months!!

Chair bought also got problem.. At 1st seat to mark.. 2nd time come smaller mark but the air bag place wrongly... Ammm.. Tell me why so many things is wrong???? Wat luck we got...

My lovely sis helped me lots with the wall stickers..

Finally dear got me the plant he promised long ago... It helps brighten up the mood... It bloom the 1st day i got it... So lovely...
Finally it's put to use...

My cruise trip 15-18th may 2011...

2011-05-19T01:35:00.002+08:00

$399 balcony class tickets attracted us to buy it..
We traveled to Penang then to Phuket..

My new house.. Our love nest...

2011-05-05T01:20:00.004+08:00

Progression....

Wall colour painted... in living room...

.... 3D drawings ...
Designer Stephen from Leef Deco....
Cardboard from Closet Robe...

Stephen insisted on dark colours and red...
Ammm... Hope the outcome be ok... Red and grey?

Build in wardrobe...
Bedroom... Master...

Common Room...

Kitchen..

My house renovation in progress... Yappy...

2011-04-19T22:58:00.003+08:00

Works started on 13/4/11 Wed... ..
Flooring starting 5%.......

12 hours of hard work.. 4pm till 4AM...

2011-04-15T03:50:00.003+08:00

All started off with these....

For all the Xiong di...

For all the bridesmaids...

Wedding Band collected...

2011-04-03T11:32:00.002+08:00

We had a hard time looking of rings.. Shop here and there for the one pair we both love...
We been to fairy inn and the ppl there was so nice.. I was looking there cuz i love the mill grain design which they brought in.. But the ring price a little steep and so many details need to look into...
Finally we saw wat i wanted the mill grain on the ring and dear love the fit.. It looks nice on both our hands... VouLa... Love the ring...

After collection we left to get it engraved at carpage and we did ours in Tiffiny font all in caps..
His : ♥ MARILYN 8.10.11
Hers: ♥ SEBASTIAN 8.10.11
♥ Is not in shades...

My Pre wedding photo shoot..

2011-04-01T01:58:00.006+08:00

This is the 1st look... We wore this from the bridal shop to Punggol (shoot lalang) then to BinTan..
Reached at 10am to the bridal shop for makeup and hair do...

I just love the flower on my head...
We had a warm and hot day out and the photographer brought us to have coconut drink at one of a strong 80++ yrs old uncle house...
Uncle was so honest cuz we told him to keep the change but he insisted on giving it back to us... He also have side line selling wile JenSeng which i guess he takes to keep so fit and strong...

Amm Pic on right was a change in hair assessary which was not taken...

2nd outfit change.... At Bintan and it rained!! My shoe was destroyed!! 1st time wear and there goes my $80....

On the way back....

I didn't managed to have my 3rd and 4th gown taken on my own as we were in a rush to take sunset.. We traveled to Alexandra to take the railway track (in my white long gown) then to sentosa (in a banana yellow gown)...

Hope the pics turn out nice... But also not too many nice one to choose from as i only got 40 poses to choose from...

Of cuz photo will not be there without the photographer Pao Fu...
He kept asking me to lean back and chest out... Ask dear no monkey face and kiss properly and how to hold my hand proper... Haha...

Me and dear looks will not be complete if not for Helen, who willingly went out to do the outdoor shoot with us....

Although it was so hot and sticky and i got sun burn but i really had a great time...
Dear keep saying he's born to be supermodel...
I couldn't stop smiling after the photo shoot cuz i had a great time..
It'll be one great memory i will keep for the rest of my life....

Wedding preperation....

2011-03-30T15:36:00.006+08:00

Went in to JB last sat to have my nails done....

haha.... Loving my nails as its so pretty.. Ammm But herd it's going to spoil my nails as i did soft gel.... It's like coating a layer over my fingers with many layers applied on and after having UV lights shinning n them... Can feel the gel eating into my nails as it turn warm...
Then nail art was done on the gel... Accordingly it should last a month but my blings keep falling off!!! Arrr... Anyway i'll have to have them remove by Sunday...

Dear had his hair cut while i complete doing my Nails... He had his toe nails done up too...

After we went for shopping at the mall KSL and food and shop @ jASCO and FOOD AND lastly massage!!! Was a wonderful massage session with hot herbal bag applied... Love it...

Monday 28/3/11...
Proud owners of our flat...
See dear at HDB Hub.. Smiling to declare bankrupt!! CPF all gone!!
Our Keys...
Collecting wires cable and stuff from letter box.
Me open gate....
Dear opening main door..
" Huat Ah...."
" Da Ji DA Li, Soon Soon Li Li......... "

Tomorrow 31/4/11 be going for my wedding photo shot...

Wooohooo.. Yappy... I'm getting my keys....

2011-03-22T00:40:00.002+08:00

Yappy yappy yappy....
Im getting my keys on 28th March 2011 @4.30Pm at HDB!!!
HAPPY happy happy....

Be getting my photo shoot on 31st March 2011.... Ops... Is there time for slimming?
I hope so...

My left hand - tendonitist....

2011-02-23T01:45:00.001+08:00

I want to work PM shift on 21th Monday even though i woke up with my middle and forth finger not being able to bend... I put on ht water and manage to move it but was in lots of pain... Still strong headed tat nothing was wrong i went to work!!!

At work i struggled not being able to use my left hand but i thought of ways to just use one hand... In which i had to ask help from ppl all the time cuz i cannot break ampules!! Lucky i had students around...

Went A&E tat night thinking to just take an XR and if not fracture i just go work next day... Doc say everything is ok on xR so maybe tendonitist so gave me 2 days MC but told me it will take a week or so to heal!!!!!

The next day i went to yi shi and tui but he said this is going to take at least 2 - 3 weeks to regain proper function!!! Arrr......

3rd day i went to GP and she said to me... Better rest my hand and issue me another 4 days MC....

Ammmm..... A&E gave me meds tat made me sleep and sleep.. I guess is to forget my pain...
I asked from GP for non drowsy med to take in the day cuz i feel so helpless sleeping my days away..

Im on my last day of MC... Swelling is gone but hand feels stiff to move.... I will be going to see a specialist on tuesday... Wondering if to go or not.... Waste $$$ again...

Wat luck i have... Now i learn my lesson.. Never ignore pain when is there... If not is too late when it swell...

We've gotten our wedding band....

2011-02-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

We went to orchard GoldHeart and gotten a wedding band from the Celestial range....
Cuz the size was not right we had it send for resizing and also some touch up to do... Hehe...
Will be excited to get it done up and collected in two weeks time....
Engraving we will get it done up in another shop as we wanted laser engraving...
Ammm... Still have not thought of wat to engrave on it...

♥♥ Sebastian (with thumb print) Mine ring

♥♥ Marilyn (with thumb print) His ring

True Love...

2011-02-17T00:30:00.001+08:00

True Love no matter what........

It was a busy
morning, about 8:30, when an elderly

gentleman in his 80's arrived to have
stitches removed from his thumb.

He said he was in a hurry as he had an
appointment at 9:00 am.

I took his vital
signs and had him take a seat,

knowing it would be over an hour

before someone
would to able to see him.

I saw him looking at his watch and

decided, since I
was not busy with another patient,

I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was
well healed, so I talked to one of the

doctors, got the needed supplies to
remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of
his wound, I asked him if he

had another doctor's appointment

this morning, as
he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he

needed to go to
the nursing home to eat breakfast

with his wife. I inquired as to her
health.

He told me that she had been there
for a while and that she

was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.

As we
talked, I asked if she would be

upset if he was a bit late.

He
replied that she no longer knew

who he was, that she had not

recognized him in
five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him,

'And you still go every
morning, even though she

doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he
patted my hand and said,

'She doesn't
know me, but I still know who she is.'

I had to hold back
tears as he left, I had goose bumps

on my arm, and thought,

'That is
the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is
neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an
acceptance of all that is,

has been, will be, and will not
be.

With all the jokes
and fun that are in e-mails,

sometimes there is one that comes

along that has an
important message..

This one I thought I could share with you.

The
happiest people don't necessarily

have the best of everything;

they just make
the best of everything they have.

I hope you share this with someone you
care about. I just did..

'Life isn't about
how to survive the storm,
But how to dance

in the rain.'

We are all getting Older

Tomorrow may be our turn.

My LT EAR SWELL!!!

2011-02-16T23:34:00.003+08:00

Arrrrr..... I feel like dying.... This is the 1st time my ear swell + got PUS pus PUS!!! Faints...
Was in cold sweat putting back my old earring!!! Sob Sob...

It started with my ear feeling a little more swollen last night.. I thought well just loosen the backing will do.. At work felt a little itch so took alcohol swab to clean but got worst when notice got blood coming out from my ear!!! Wow....

Reached home bath and took out ear ring to clean my ears and found PUS coming out...
" OH NO............!!!!!" Hope wil heal by tml.....

This V Day... 14/2/11

2011-02-15T01:08:00.004+08:00

I got a stalk of rose from my sis 1st....

Then my ah pig supprised me with a bouquet of it... Love them both.. Mucks....

Went to watch Jay Chow movie... Ammmm... Not bad the show but Jay's English must improve... But was a good effort put in by him...

Props for photo shoot...

2011-02-08T23:50:00.006+08:00

Spend the whole afternoon doing this.. Ammm... Backache from having sit on floor doing it...
Not done yet... Tml getting lettering to stick our names on from PS..

Went for my trial makeup and also pick another short pink gown for photo shoot.... Dear doing a white pants too.. I got 4 gown and he got 3 jackets....
The makeup artist give me a cheapo fake eyelash and make my eye so teary after using it... Ammmm... Got to bring my own i guess....

Good Food tasted.... AMMMM HMMM....

2011-02-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

This was from one of the shop in Hagi lane... Amm always wanted to try the Baily ice cream but always sold out... This is great tooo... filled with nuts and the ice cream is fantastic too.. Loving it... But this portion is for two.. Too sinful to indulge for one person...

Happy Chinese New Yr... 3rd to 6th Feb 2011

2011-02-07T01:49:00.006+08:00

This Chinese New yr....

Visiting, Eating, Ang Pao (last yr collecting) and loads of fun + laughter..... LoVe CNY...

Photos at random.. Thanks to Kellyn's PEN cam... Nice pics taken...

Got myself a Kate Spade Bag too... Yappy... Hehe.... Q for 4hrs for it...

Went to try on wedding gownssss....

2011-01-25T01:11:00.005+08:00

Yap... A pre valentine Day gift from my Ah pig.... Loving it lots....

Went down on 23/1/11 to try on wedding gowns... Choose 3 pieces but still went a little crazy with choosing a yellow piece so decided to go back again to relook... Most likely be getting a red piece since i already got two white pieces... Ammm... No pics cuz no photo taking...

Been busy this month.. getting to vanues to look for our wedding lunch and also looking for rings...

Bought two pair of wedding shoes... Yappy... =')

Oh no chinese new yr round the corner but only like gotten one piece of clothing... Ammm... K no one will notice me wearing my old clothings cuz they look new anyway... Hehe...

Quotes....

2011-01-11T14:08:00.001+08:00

Time flies... It's up to u to be its navigator....

Tired tired tired....

2010-12-22T08:24:00.003+08:00

No appitide and mood at all to eat or do things.. Just feel so sick and tired of everything that's going on with my work life.. Keep wanting to just walk out of this life but the are many. me back...

Malaysia Trip... Nov 2010...

2010-11-15T16:50:00.018+08:00

We drove up to Port Dickson as our 1st stop....

Our hotel at the villa at Port Dickson International WaterFront.

Window on floor.... Overseeing sea..

Private pool....

Lunch... Nothing to do so we were taking photo kill time... Haha

Our dinner at the hotel..

Day 2
Off to Gentin we go....... Was a very long drive up...

We bypass Batu cave.... Saw a long flight of stairs up the cave....

Went to the main lobby and join the Q and was informed tat we needed to go join a diff Q under tour side... Ammm...

Many Many PPl there.... Need to wait for 30 plus numbers to pass before our turn...

we waited and
Waited.....
With a nice view at the lobby too....
Finally we got our room..... Yappy...

Tea break.... At Old Town...

Day 3
Malacca...
Malacca chandol... A must eat!!!

Jonker at day and by night....

My dear's wife drove us both throughout the journey....
Missed out my fav A&W root beer float... Ammm....

Going on a drive up Malaysia trip.. Yappy...

2010-11-09T16:49:00.001+08:00

Yappy Yappy.... Going on another Malaysia trip....

My new TV....

2010-11-09T16:06:00.006+08:00

Is so supper big!!! Hahaha.... Too out of place in the room wor....

Love the touch screen tv... The panel will light up and will off when tv off....

Hook on to this drink.... Nice nice but always long Q......

Love the eggless egg soya tarts.... At circult road...

At a Veg Jap rest nice tao hua soup and the nice cheese potato croquatte... Lovely.... At Bugis st there....

6/10/2010.....

2010-10-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today the sky was gloomy the whole day.. Today we witness a devoted and loving husband Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew send off his wife Madam Kwa Geok Choo at Mandai Crematorium..
There's a saying that goes "there's always a woman behind every successful man" and Mrs Lee live to that title of the wonderful woman...

I cried reading the papers on how loving they were as a couple and how devoted both were to each other... Something that's hard to find now a days..
I was brought to tears again when MM Lee gave speech at the funeral on the fondly recalls of his wife’s devotion to him.
Their 63 yrs of marriage is a good example that we should learn & follow...

It's sad that one partner had to depart earlier to Haven while the other stays and moan over his or her death..
It's sadden to see someone pass on even though the person may be suffering from an illness..
It's sad cuz the figure self no longer be there and one will never be able to see, feel, touch and sense the person anymore..

MM Lee KY placed a red rose on her coffin and bid Mrs Lee goodbye with two kisses....

Chocolate dear bought for me..

2010-10-05T23:34:00.004+08:00

But in the end i only ate the two bears.... The rest was missing when i wanted to eat...

My HP Case!!!

2010-09-28T15:44:00.005+08:00

Ammm... A plan white $10 case turned into about $50 touch up... Hehe... Here goes....

Too plain the white cover.. Saw the dog sticker so bought it at $2 plus at JB....
After sticking it on i found scratches on the black part so took permanent marker to cover it up..
Next day found it dirty so took alcohol swabs wipe and ARRRr... The cover got stain with black..
Used soap, washing stain remover, soaked it over night in soap, tinner but all failed!!! "sob Sob.."
Found stickers so voula... Used nail polish clear as glue...

But the beads keep come off so got proper glue to fix on but wa piang it drys off with a yellow tinch.. "Need find solutions... "

DIY shops here i come.... Got lots of other rubbish and the final outcome...
Hehe.. "So lian hor???"

New in CCU...

Been wanting do voluntary work so went to help out in the National heart week at Tempinese open field.. So hot but was fun....

This is Cai Nai Ma gift....

I just completed my Hp cover....

2010-09-14T00:58:00.003+08:00

It took a pain staking whole day to get this done.... Was a nice paste on sticker but cuz the permanent marker i used got onto the cover so i had to think of a way to cover it up!!!
Came up with this idea after stumble across the glitter in a store... I had to paste the glitter on one by one!!! but Love the outcome.... Hope it last...

Its a bad day!!!

2010-09-08T23:57:00.001+08:00

Im delighted....

2010-08-31T10:14:00.002+08:00

Received a feedback form complimenting me on the heart failure lecture i gave sometime back in ICA course... Hehe... Never expected to be so happy to receive it and never expected ppl will write so many things to compliment... Cuz im the type will not pen down anything on feedback forms... Keke....

Why i like to travel?

2010-08-30T10:18:00.003+08:00

Dad asked me recently why i travel and not save up the money.. I thought about it and i got the answer today after i asked myself "when will one's mind and body give up completely..."

I go overseas to get away from reality... Although its just a few days away but it keep me in touch with myself tat i'm still alive in this world of cruelty, selfishness and sufferings....
I feel great taking off to a new place. Excited to see wat awaits me and also wanting to find out more about a certain place....

I cry most of the time i fly back on the plane mins before touch down and ask myself "can i not return to reality..."
I hate most of the things im doing now..... I want a change... I need help....... HELP!!!

Cont... HK trip....

2010-08-24T00:44:00.011+08:00

Before we headed to Disney.... We went to have MAC.... Yammy Yammy... Wanted to get the Kitty stuff toy nurse but was all sold out... Ammmm....

Haha.. See the umbrella? was so hot tat without it we'll be toasted...
Q 1hour plus to get a 5 mins ride... But... Was the ride was fun.. Incorporated the story with the ride...

Expensive dinner... Drinks cost HK$24 - 26 depending on where u get it from...

Photo taking with the stars....

My brave pig went on the roller coaster ride with me...

Waiting to see the fireworks display.. Spectacular... A must see but its at 9pm...

Wish i bought more but too ex...
The 3rd day we went DA YU SAN.... See the Big big Buddha...

Love the signage there.. So clear even u cannot read it does not matter as it has got pics on it...
At the exit point there's a shopping mall.. It's like branded factory outlet... All branded goodies on sales there... Try ur luck if can find a good catch...
Bought tickets for the cable car ride with Visa so got free tickets to watch a monkey animation
show....

The buildings u see behind ah pig is where there's food too...

The view on the cable car was great... They had a crystal cabin which cost more as its with a glass bottom but we took the normal cabin...
LUNCH!!!!
Along the way to the budha also got many stores....

Paid HK$100 for food and also enterance tickets to the museum at the top.. But the museum can give a miss and food can get cheaper ones next to the restaurant...
This restraurant is near to the stairs to the Buddha...

The Kua kua was nice at the side restaurant and got mee fen....

Stairs here we come.... Wow... Was a tiring climb up... Exercise... We both need to start on some...

Great view up there.. Worth the climb...

Not to Miss... San Sui Dao Hua.... Superb... Better then the best i ate in singapore... Had two bowls... Nice and soft... Thanks to my friend who recommended me...

At night we went to the Ave of stars to catch the symphony of lights... Its a show where lights on the building will go in accordance to music... But i find the music a little too soft... It airs everyday at 8pm....
Remember get a tripod stand for a good night shot...

We had 3 full days shopping thereafter....
n the final day we went to try the food at a veg rest behind our hotel!! Recommended by my uncle and was the best meal i had for the whole trip... Yammy..

Watched "Air Doll"

2010-08-23T01:06:00.005+08:00

The movie about an air doll coming to life and learning about the real world..
A world of cruelty, selfishness and deception.. A world which she thought once was so beautiful but was not...

My new HP....

2010-08-17T01:53:00.002+08:00

A gift from dear... Samsung Galaxys..... Cuz iPhone 4 still not stable so got this instead...
The colour of the screen is so vibrant and nice....

Got the HP before the trip but just got it out to use.... Yappy....
Loving the new HP.... Got the Hp backing in HK... One and only cuz it's pasted by the store owner and she only did one...

Im back from my Hk trip...

2010-08-16T02:34:00.005+08:00

Went to HK from 9th Aug to 14th Aug.
9th Aug was at Changi Airport at 4.30AM.... Yawn....

Need take train to collect language at HK.

A long roll for tour agency to pick up customers.
Wee... Transport to hotel...

Out to take MTR to the Peak... Got the octopus pass which has a non refund amt of HK$7...
Each top up is HK$ 50, 100.... But many places can just tap to buy things....

Took to Central then too Bus 12 to the tramp station...

Got tickets to take the tramp ride and to wax museum too..
Cost HK$ 180 per person.
Inside the tramp.
View from inside the tramp.

Food at the HK cafe at the peak tramp station... Milk tea there was Yammy...

Heart pounding fast even standing beside a wax figuring of Jay's!!

Having loads of fun posing... Hehe.....

Tuesday 10th Aug.. Off to Macua we went...

At Macua is free shuttler bus to the hotel.. We going to DA SAN BA 1st so we took the cab.. Coast HK$30...

FOOD..... Yammy porridge and snacks... Near DA SAN BA there...

On the way to Ruins of st paul's... FOunD.... Super yammy cannot be missed steam milk...
The taste is so diff and so so so nice... Wish i had taken another bowl.. Hmmm...

Yappy... We reached...

At city of dreams

Venetian Resort Hotel

Very expensive food!!!!!

Watched Movie with dear...

2010-08-05T01:31:00.003+08:00

Went catch the movie SALT...... Great show... At least someone didn't fell asleep watching it... Keke.. Angelina Jolie was stunning in the show... A must watch action movie...

Tolerance level....

2010-08-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

I frequently wonder how much one's mind and body can endure before it decides to give up...
I'm tired... ZZZzzzzz......

Watched Inception...

2010-07-31T00:41:00.004+08:00

It's a movie which needs lots of brain cells to think and remember the plots in the show... Great effects and love the storyline... Sometimes in dreams u can keep ur darkest secret alive but in dreams fear may also hunt u....
"So are u dreaming or u in reality...?" Do u ask yourself this question....?

Wat a mistake...

2010-07-29T01:59:00.002+08:00

Amm did a silly thing today.. Bought tickets to watch Salt and was all excited to see the sneaks.. Woho... Ya.....
Entered with the tickets bought online but notice hei why the door's close.. Are we late? Went in seeing the show started but hei not the show i was wanting to watch.... Went out take a look but yap the correct hall... Ammm... Ask the usher there, Yap it's the correct hall.. Ok went in check again but amm not the show i was expecting so left again and dear checked the tickets again...
OPS silly me got a wed ticket but it's wed next week 4th AUG!!! Ahhh..... Hehe... Went get the tickets changed as it was thorn already.... Haiz... Wasted $$$ as if i got it over the counter be $12 and i paid $19 online!!! Sucks...
Tml going to watch inception... Yappy...

Something to think about.....

2010-07-27T15:12:00.002+08:00

In LOVER there is OVER.... Over protection, Over possession, Over sensitive, Over giving ect...
In FRIENDS there is END... At one point in life some friends distance off and lost contact....
In LIFE there is IF..... Uncertainties surrounds us throughout every single days of our life...

Set wedding cupcake deco

2010-07-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

Sweetest Moments ~ Celebrating your Sweetest Moments with us...

I want get this for the ROM reception!! Love it...

I am upset.....

2010-07-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Always thought planning for the big day be a fun thing but it doesn't seem so anymore... I hate to think or plan for it...

I'm so teary...

2010-07-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

I cannot stand myself... I cry when i see ppl cry, cry over movies, cry over shows and cry over seeing ppl solemnization.. Amm.. Just watch someone's solemnization and was all teary.. Haha... Will i cry when it's my own? May be too nervous to even tear... Hehe..

I got a reply finally...

2010-06-30T00:06:00.004+08:00

I got reply i got into heart failure team already... Was grumbling and wondering when and if i got it.. Hehe.. The horoscope sure is accurate.. It said to wait and i'll get god news soon.. But still be waiting for them to decide the date i'll be going over..

Had free tickets to watch Toy story 3... Nice show... Funny and touching...

Planning for Hong Kong Trip... Going in Aug.. Flying off on National Day taking UA but it's 6.30Am... Wow... Cannot believe it...

Sat 12/6/10

2010-06-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

We went to have our wedding date count... Amm given options so now left to decide the date... Amm but like so ma fan cannot chong this cannot chong tat... Haix.. After deduction like wow left with so little options... Arrr... Well we still got time to decide...

Loving the new templet design...

2010-06-14T23:52:00.003+08:00

Love the vibrant and cute pics.... LOvely...

I went into sister's room to tell her my option to still go over heart failure... Still i feel with ppl to help is better then left alone to work... But she always got her way of thinking and gave me a black face when i told her my options... But that's my choice but eventually it still be their say all in all... It's now left to fate.....

Need some courage and pointers to move on.....

2010-06-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

Applied for studies but like i guessed i didn't get in... Now im given the options to move on to heart failure unit and an addition choice to go to diabetic nurse educator...

Sister thinking of putting another girl over to heart failure as i heard for one and so if she get in then i'll not have the chance left and i'll be stuck with DNE....

I need to think of alternative if i don't get into HF team... DNE? Work alone and noone to turn to for help? Can i do it?

A fun day at the Navy

2010-05-24T21:43:00.005+08:00

Going on board small boat inside the big ship.
Lucky last few to get on the free ride... Wat's up later is also lucky us..

We had a fun ride on the high speed boat and we ever saw the sun set!! Lucky lucky...
A shot i took and love..

Taken by dear...

A touching moment i've not felt in a long time

2010-05-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

A long term patient made me so touch tears was floating in my eyes...
All it took was just two simple words which she mean sincerely...
She covered her trachy, look at me and said " Xie Xie" when i told her we were going to send her out to the GW after 1 month plus ICU stay.

It brought back the feeling tat i long forgotten on why i wanted to be a nurse... Cuz its been a long time i hear a patient saying those word to me... She made me feel tat working hard to care and nurse a patient to ur fullest is not just a job but doing it with all ur heart a patient will be able to feel and appreciate... Seeing a sick patient at the brisk of death being brought back to life and being able to walk out of ICU and knowing tat all these could happen cuz i was part of the team tat made it happen makes me feel tat i can make a difference too....

Ugly Singaporean at the movies!!

2010-05-08T01:53:00.003+08:00

Went on a date with Ah pig.. Went for dinner at Waraku and to the movies....

The last round i had trauma to my head at the movies and today was a pair of bloody legs kicking my seat through out the show!!!
Ppl bring kids to the movies cuz is FOC but pls do see to ur kids at the movie and not let them behave like monkeys and just ignore them like they were invincible!!! I got hit on my head by tat kid and the parents didn't even apologist and act ignorance when we turn around and stare at them!!!

Why ppl are so inconsiderate and self centered? They pay to enjoy a movie so do others!!!

My brave day...

2010-04-21T08:28:00.004+08:00

Wanted very long to have it done but did not have the courage to do so.... But mind is set to do it on 20.4.2010 as i was n leave.. heheh... Ah Pig went with me and it was done in a few "secs."..
Amm.. By right a few secs but cuz i was hasiten so it took a few mins... Haha...

I had my ear pierced!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh... Oh my.... Ah pig also agreed i was brave... Haha..

MArking done and vola... DOne..
It was not as painful as i thought... Just a funny feeling after it's done.. I can feel my heart at 200bpm... Haahaha....

Nw lots of TLC for my ear and ammm.. Sleeping got problem... Dream the ear ring drop out... AHHHH....

My Malacca Trip 17th to 19th April 2010

2010-04-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

My long awaited leave is here... Yappy... Waited for 5 months for this leave...
We planed a drive up trip to Malacca... Was a two hours ride up but it was relax, eat , take photos and sleep for me throughout the trip up cuz was ah pig who drove.. Hehe.. Thanks Ah pig...

17th April 2010

Breakfast of Bread...
At our hotel... Boutique style and is new... The hotel style is just like the one we looking into for our wedding venue next year...

Lobby...

Our room..

Lunch Time at Jonkers street....

Desert at Jonkers Street.... Real good Chendol.. Had it 3 days in a roll...
The brown colour gula malaka was so nice... Not sweet but got a nice coconut test to it.. LOve it so much cannot stop eating it... Bought two bottles of gula malaka back...

Root beer float with ice cream!!!! That's our tea break... Yammy...

Interesting shopping basket at the shopping mall....

Lovely lightnings outside our hotel rooms...

Dinner at Nancy's Kitchen at Jonkers street...

Fav dish was Kue Pai Ti.. Diff from Singapore. It got a sour, spicy taste... Delicious...

18th April 2010 Sunday

My 1st time on a Trisha and we took a ride on it for 1 hour and the trisha rider was a good guide who bring us round the town and explain to us it's history.. The ride cost us RM40 but we gave him a rm10 tips.... Hehe....

Old currency, my guide and a tree which was used as a dock for ships... Now the place is all reclaimed land...

LUNCH TIME.....

Then shopping and messa

The sun was so hot i suffered from this.. 1st degree burnt...

19th April 2010

Nearly got to miss this famous stall Ah Pig been telling me.. Cannot find it at 1st but that's cuz ah pig say it's facing the sea.. But in fact is just a dirty drain!!!!
Lots of Kui kui.... He's having a good time there...

Yet another bowl of chandol before we left Malacca...

Dinner at JB before we head back...

My horrible 3 nites....

2010-04-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

Ic but i was working like mad... Lucky i got one good partner working with me....
I felt so tired i dose off at the counter on my last night... Man... Old or work too hard..? Hate working with slackers... I turned bad IC on my last nght cuz being good for the 1st two nights and being "eaten Kao Kao" was enough...
My concept is if you take a heavy case i'll give you just two case.. I can take 3 cases but if you just take two cases, u odd to help and not sit ur fat ass around and pretend nothing is going on around you... So given u a chance for the 1st two nights i decided "no more good IC..!!" I give you two heavy case so u work but even though so, she still slack!!! Arrr... I cannot stand not helping but i wish i can not care so much but why im always so kind hearted... Why is it so difficult to be a bad person? I want be bad...
She always complain to me top management down her grade scale but she don't see it as its her own doing... its always others fault.... Hello... WAKE UP!!! No one at work place like to work with u slackers cuz you cannot be bothered and do not help!!! Others got to do all the job when actually if it is shared out the load befaster and lighter to do but cuz of your slacker attitude, all working with u suffer... But she cannot be bothered...
She deserve the downgrade but it did not take on her in a good way but instead she got worst.... She get paid more for doing perm Nights but she got no contribution at all.. Only know how to bully others by taking the lightest case and not help around when she's IC... If she's so not happy, Leave like wat she always tell me she wants to, but using mouth to say its pointless....
I feel tat if u don't have the heart to work any more leave... Don't make ppl working there suffer with you too....

Now im off night... Yappy.. So nice to be home.... Looking forward to Melaka Trip this weekend...
(' v ')v

Movie watched

2010-04-05T01:17:00.007+08:00

How to train your Dragon...

Got My new house bed too.. But paid a deposit of $200 to log in the offer price of $3k plus at Robinson Sales... The bed is so comfortable... Love it... We spent 8 hours in bed to sleep so i guess we should get a good mattress... Amm... Too ex? But i want a comfortable bed... Hehe...
Joke of the day was i heard the price of the bed frame i like as a 3 digit fig but when he wrote it down i thought wow he wrote an extra fig.. The frame cost 1/2 the price of the mattress.. Wow.. But we can decide not to take it later... No obligation...

I finally took out the Courage!!!

2010-03-31T00:12:00.002+08:00

I finally took out the courage and walked into my SNM office and spoke to her...
My thoughts of her screaming at me has been hunting me for the pass few days but now i guess i can have a better piece of mind...

The experience of telling her i wanted to change my job was not as bad as i thought... She spoke to me in a calm manner and even provided me with other options... She told me she can understand that being in a position for 8-10yrs is time to change and she respect my decision and will help me with my transfer... She also offered me a sponsorship program to study for my Masters in Nursing @ NUS ... she told me to give it a try as i was young and does not have a kid so i should go ahead for studies then be an APN as i'm interested in clinical side... Wow.. Studies??? AGAIN!!! ARRR...

I guess i seriously should sit down and consider the options....

TaiWan Educational Tour 2010

2010-03-16T01:46:00.007+08:00

9th to 13th March 2010 TaiWan Trip...
Was not looking forward to the trip at all but it turn out to be a great trip after all...
Learn to be independent and to look out for each other on the trip. Made friends there and we were like one big family...

40 ppl Singhealth gp....

My shopping Buddy...... My roommate birth date is 14th nov...

Shopping Partners... My gp 3 members..

Our Room...
9th March 2010

1st day Dinner at Hala Rest.

Night Market near Brother Hotel.

Desert....
1st day meeting in leader Room. 11.30PM still meeting!!
Every day the same!!!
10th March 2010

Was freezing already tat day...

Day tour...

The Veg food may be within one non veg store..
The straw is so tinny.. Tat may explain why taiwan girls face is small..
Lunch at 101... Food Court...
Office attire.... SO cold in it!!

My notes taking Buddy...

Cool L shape pillow and LED light to look for veins..
Needle cutter...
At Shiling Night Market!! Real nice to shop..
It opens till 2am and after 6pm the place is full of street stores..
They pack and run into alley when ppl ib the front store shouts "Police" Cuz a fine ticket is
NT1200...

All my findings for the 1st and 2nd day shopping... More to come..
11th March 2010

Lunch and tea break...

Had dinner near WU FEN PU night market.. Was freezing cold out there so forgotten take pics of the night market... But it was a whole sales market so not bad for shopping too..

The Vas diff in temp... I was having 4 layers on but still shivering!! Freezing...
12th March 2010

Tea break...

Last night market shopping and we went back Shiling.. Shop till 1am!!! Hehe....

Over the past weedend...

2010-03-02T12:29:00.009+08:00

Outing with cynt... Food... At lao Di Fang.. Park Mall... Had my long a waited steamboat hotpot!!!

This is suppose nice but after its deep fried it's =( Sucks!! Oily...

Outing with Alice and Sok when she came back from aust... Food... At Bugis.. Ops like on PPl face pics... Haha...

SUNDAY ....

Self taken in station on the way to meet me at Park Mall, moreover they were LATE!!!

Went out for dinner with Mum, sis and Sebastian.. It's Dong Zi tat day on Sunday (15th day of CNY)

This dish is nice...
After we went foe a stage Play with of cuz my brother as one of the cast..
Impressive performance.. Dad be proud if u were there to watch ur son perform.. His lines were like 60% of the show with all in impressive "cheem" words... And actually he also got good facial expression... He's like so outstanding in the show... A great performance..

A beautiful night view of the Mall building in progress...

CNY eve...

2010-02-13T14:52:00.010+08:00

Taking a break from cleaning cleaning... Hehe....
Scrub the floor gap till wan to die!! 6hrs!!

Later we be going over to 3 gu place eat cuz 4 gu also joining us and we having steamboat so not enough space... Dad be in India for CNY but we'll post Pics for him to see... This year 2 gu and Charlton be in London and Paris so this new year 2nd day be short of 3 ppl....!!!
"Happy New Yr dad!!!"

All busy eating! Except for...

Happy Chinese New Year to All.....

Took out the pinapple cuz don't fit in...

For dad as per request... But the noodle is taken away so no pic on it..

Day 2 at lao yi place.... Lo yu shen...

CYN coming....

2010-02-11T11:24:00.003+08:00

Went for a horrible hair cut.. My god... Faint seeing my hair in a mess.... Pls pls pls quickly let it grow long....

Bought CNY goodies for ah ma, 3 gu and own... Ex but its nice.... Not all in cuz some bought on diff day.... Left out in pics is Bangawan Solo Kua Bang Kek and cheese cookies... Yammy....

Not forgetting the usual Baking baking and Baking of cookies and pineapple tarts...

Poor Ah boy cannot help cuz xiao yi say to follow his TIMETABLE... He keep getting told off by xiao yi wor...

Now is cleaning cleaning and cleaning of the house....

New post on the forum on my flat.

2010-02-11T11:04:00.005+08:00

Thanks to the one who did the updATE... This will be the exact layout of my flat...

Excited excited... Haiz but disappointed cuz didn't know actually we can do all tiles in bedroom... We asked if we can leave the bedroom floor out cuz we don't want Parquet but they say cannot so we opt out the flooring.. Now i got to pay cash 2x more then HDB offering... Sian... Going be broke after i get my keys.. Hehe....

Confused, Scared, Worried....

2010-01-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking of making a big switch in my job... From shift to office hours and from acute settings to a more personal care setting but.... I'm not sure if i should make this huge change....

1. I'm worried tat i may not like the job scope but it be slower pace then where i'm in now.
2. It be office hours so i get fixed time and i'll get weekends and all my PHs!!! Yappy...
3. The sister may not be nice to work with but amm guess most of the things i'll be doing on my own so wat's there to worry.. Maybe suffer in the beginning as she may not want to share her knowledge with me but information can be found every where.. Just need take more steps to find an answer but if there's a will there's a way.... I survived till now anyway.. Wat's new... Moreover who can be worst then the ones i'm facing now...
4. Sob Sob.. Lesser pay... PAY CUT!!! But cannot complain cuz the benefit of fix work time... The extras i earn is from the odd hours i work all these years...

All in all.. I feel im a little bias in wat im writing cuz all i feel now is i wat to get out of that freaking place who only make use of me to the fullest!!!! This world is never fair i know but this ward i'm in is tooo much...
Not like i didn't contribute or put in effort to prove i can but all i did, credit is taken away and i cannot even make a single noise...
PPl get to go conference, even ppl more junior then me went but me? Nothing... Not even a chance...
I get push around cuz got enough staff inside so i'm send out to work... They called me EXTRAs...
I get chances when she got no one else in mind to... SO im a backup... But she put to me tat is like well u are so so but i'm giving u this chance... SO be it i feel like spiting in out on her face... If i'm tat bad then ask the rest... Why me.. Safe the humiliation and discouragement cuz i don't feel tat i'm bad... PPL in her fave books are ppl who cannot work but only good at talking and bluffing their way around at work and make others clear their shit... These are the bunch which she feels they are good.... PPl who work their asss off at work she cannot see...
I feel dishearten to go to work each day and feel very upset.. Tears fall off my cheeks at times when i travel to work for no reason and i feel depressed at work most of the time now a days...
THose who can work are my friends at work but we are deliberately being put on different shifts..
I ask myself this question everyday.. Why I"M still in this bloody place call helll... ANS: I don't know.... I really don't know.... Before my advance Dip i asked myself this question too, i was in serious depression tat time as nothing could make me smile at all at work.... But i stayed on.... 8 years i have been suffering and still the same question pops up and the ans is always the same... "I DONT KNOW WHY I AM HANGING ON TO THIS PLACE"
THe only thing i"ll miss would prob be the friends whom have guided me and supported me through all these 8 years and without them i'll not have survived!!

Weekend Outings...

2010-01-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

Sat we went over to Raffles Marina to check out the location...
They have lawn wedding or wedding at their bistro... I love the ambiance there... The boats there as a back drop.. And Its OUTDOOOR... =) Ah PIg like the Bistro but i like the lawn.. Bistro can cater 150 guest but hehe we still do not have a guest list...
Ah Pig like the food menu as they have a variety to choose from, buffet style... Not the usual sit down dinner... This place is KIV as Ah Pig say need bring my parents down see too.. Hehe... "So sweet"..
But i told him no proposal yet so why my parents involved? Haha... =p

We still have Changi Village hotel in view as their pool side ROM is attractive as u get sunset as the backdrop and will be beautiful is weather is good....

Well amm apart from guest list, we still have the date to count... Amm 2011 seems so far but yet it so near with so many things to prepare...
Excited("yappy been waiting for this day to come"), worried("wow got like 101 things on hand to plan and do"), doubtful(" is this for real").... Its a whole lot of mix feelings...

Sunday went cycling.. Been a long time i last went cycling.... GOt my sis along... Fun and we even saw a filming crew... Pics up soon... Have get from AH PIG HP...

.... Indian Wedding ....

2010-01-05T00:21:00.006+08:00

Our family 1st time attending an Indian style wedding and its all Vegi food... Buffer style...
The prayers started at like 7.30 but as usual not all there.. Sylvia concluded tat all wedding in Singapore the same... All will start late and think Indian wedding the worst... Started to eat close to 9pm but the prAYers still going on... The groom's father was so happy we went and keep thanking us...

Oh ya sis manage to wear the clothing she ask dad to get from india... She said she bland in the crowd.

...Disappointed... =(

2010-01-04T15:05:00.006+08:00

A phone call today woke me up from my sleep.. Ward cannot get me cuz they don't have my contacts.. 7 1/2 yeARS there and don't have my contact... Called my BF gotten my house number as my HP is off and ask me go back work PM shift... Hop shit... "I didn't want..." Be it if i got to work another 10 DAYS to my next off.. I rather work 10 days then to go back today esp when i got programme tonight...

Disappointed cuz ppl only think for themselves.... I could have not need work outside in ICA if they haved asked me do night shift and the one who got MC go out to work but ppl didn't do tat but ask me hop ### shit to go back work in CCU this PM with sickening staffing and someone from pm shift do the night... Not logical.. Never has it been done tat way... I am disappointed with the one who came up with the idea so as to gain from the situation...

Friends.... Is there really any at all? I guess Sebastian right from the beginning..
"NO ONE IS UR FRIEND AT WORK, NOT EVEN IF IS UR BEST FRIEND!!!"

Cable car to Santosa is demolished...

2010-01-02T01:05:00.005+08:00

The Cable car which was one of the mode of transport is sold and taken down bit by bit...
Sad it's being taken away.. Didn't get a chance to sit on it one last time...

Flowers and New added plant outside my house....

Bought these two pot of Mosquitoes plant cuz last month got lots inside the house... Think it work if not is the town counsel did their work to check the roof top..

Mum got this from 4gu as a gift... Amm.. Told her not to buy cuz actually mum never like all these...

Happy New Year....

2010-01-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

2009 has just slip past and today is 2010.01.01... The year has passed by so quickly... The last day of the year was spent with my family at vivo... The usual Marina place we always went to view the firework display was closed for construction so we had to make do to vivo but the firework display was so little and blocked off.. But the important thing was tat we spent the last few hours together having dinner and picnic at vivo... Xiao Gu said "Don't be disappointed, treat it as a family outing".. Yap agree except dad's not around...
Pics be up soon...
Happy 2010.... May it be a good year and everyone be Happi throughout the year...

Last month also celebrated Ah gong Bday.. 77years old...

Movie watched....

2009-12-29T12:01:00.004+08:00

Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakuel
The songs in the movie's nice....

....Watched AVATAR 3D....

2009-12-24T01:33:00.008+08:00

http://www.apple.com/trailers/fox/avatar/teaserlarge.html

My 1st ever 3D movie, real worth the $10 tickets... The 3D glasses, which was given, was not so comfy as it keep sliding off our nose and cuzing pressure at the back of the ear but still it was worth it to watch...

Love the night scene.. The effect of the glow in the dark was vivid and mesmerizing.. Its really beautiful.... Thinking of going back watch another time... Ammm ( ' o *)

Arr.. Got to rush to complete the stupid slides i need for monday as i got a stupid teaching session at the 6th ICA course... 33 paticipants and 2 topics to teach... God oh god pls help me... Haiz always is clearing shit for ppl.... Got chosen not cuz i good man... PPl said i so so but cuz i off so ask me go teach!!! My off day after my night and i need do all this shit!!! B@#@$@% A@#$#@$!!!!

Happy Dong Zi...

2009-12-23T09:56:00.004+08:00

Dong Zi is a day where family members get together to have Tang Yuan to symbolise TUAN YUAN/ togetherness...
I managed to find the plain type of tang yuan at the market... THe last of two packets and roll the tang yuan myself.. Like the time my ah ma do it... Miss my ah ma....

The soup taste nice with the brown sugar... Nice Soup base... Mum Help me make it perfect by putting in the correct amount of brown and white rock sugar...

.....My New FLat......

2009-12-21T17:16:00.005+08:00

Taken by US th above two pics.. It be done soon... Hehe...

Got these below Pics from the internet... Thanks to the person who uploaded these pics....
Here goes...

Entrance and Exit.. Hehe... AKA "Main Door"
Living Room..

Kitchen... Notice is Green In Colour.. Amm..
Think Sok will Like it cuz the theme colour of the flat is greenNN..

Bed Room & Window..

Toilet... Think looks like the common toilet..

Excited to see my flat soon but at the same time not so soon so i can wait till Nov 2011 to get married.. Hehehehe..... 20.11.2011 sounds a good date? ( ' v*)
Amm.. But got to go Suan to confirm... Kekeke.....

♥ Liza & Ronnie Big Day ♥

2009-12-21T16:23:00.008+08:00

Dinner at the CS club house.....

Christmas Lighting @ Orchard...

♥ Cai Nai Ma & Louis Wedding ♥

2009-12-21T15:40:00.013+08:00

Pre wedding-
Hans night.....

Doing Nails the day before the big day.....

Wedding Day.... Am...

Dinner at Chims....

My Hair - do

Ammmmm.... ='(

2009-12-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

Tired tired tired.... ammm feel lousy for a long time... can't get enough of sleep and feel upset all the time....
Depressed or tired i don't know which is which now!!!!
Sob sob.... ( * . *;)..... Help help help....

Yap My Birthday Present received...

2009-11-23T15:29:00.004+08:00

Think old already so didnt really care so much for my birthday...

But still need to thanks all for their well wishes and gifts..